Suga, suga how'd you get so fly?

since high school...

2007-04-20T22:47:17Z

its strange how people have grown and changed in less then a year.
its amazing how much ive grown as a person in less then a year.
its crazy, the things i have gained and lost in less then a year.
its insane the knowledge ive learned and been able to retain in less then a year.
its confusing, the emotions ive experienced in less then a year.

time is everything.
and love is another.

rain makes me emotional.
it makes me think about everything.

life is good.
life is great.
life is grand.

theraintumbled @ 2006-11-24T01:23:00

2006-11-24T08:23:59Z

I think it is so weird to come and check my LiveJournal once every like, 6 weeks, and read what people say, and the fact that they still update this thing.

People have changed so much.
Or, maybe it's just me changing my outlook on people.

Life is good, most of the time.

An update on my life, if any of you care.
- I am working at Boyd Anderson Photography.
- I am attending California Hair Design Academy.
- I am still living at home, but come this January, I shall be moving in with two friends of mine.
- I'm obsessed with hair, and doing it, and making it happen and all come together.
- I'm obsessed with life and the way it's been treating me.

Wow.
LiveJournal makes me feel like I am back in 8th grade.

holler.

theraintumbled @ 2006-10-17T00:29:00

2006-10-17T07:30:07Z

life is so strange.

thats all that has been going through my mind lately.
i dont get it at all.

theraintumbled @ 2006-08-29T09:23:00

2006-08-29T16:25:12Z

I want it to be winter again.
Time seems so slow down around then, and I could definetly use a slow season this year.
Summer went too quick.

theraintumbled @ 2006-08-27T23:15:00

2006-08-28T06:15:59Z

I love how updated LiveJournal is now adays.

Brings back so many memories doing HTML on here and shit.
Like, I was in 8th grade again.
ahah

Wow.

How's everyone?
Especially those I don;t talk to.

-end

theraintumbled @ 2006-08-23T00:49:00

2006-08-23T07:54:56Z

Well, while most of you started school again, I have not.
I am waiting for R.O.P. to call me.
Until then, I work.
And, on top of that, I don't even work full time.

Danng.
It's going to suck not being at school, while everyone else is.

I also can't seem to make up my mind about my future either.
Hair school?
Australia?
Musical theater?
I have no idea what I want to do.
It's pretty shitty.

Um.
Life is tough right now, for a lot of people I have noticed.
Just keep your head up.
Everything will work out fine in the end if you stay positive and happy.
That's the main thing.
To keep yourself happy.
Satisfy yourself sometimes, by doing something you love.

And, if shit hits the fan, be thankful you're alive.'

-End.

theraintumbled @ 2006-08-02T15:35:00

2006-08-02T22:36:52Z

Basically.
I want out of San Diego.
I am sick of the same people.
Not that I don;t love you all, but I need to explore.
I need to meet new people.
I need new influences in my life.

Lately I have been feeling really confused.
About what?
Nothing in particular.
Just, confused.
Lonely maybe?
Pissed off maybe?
Really happy to the point I don;t know what do with myself maybe?

It's not making sense.
And it's like, I feel like there is nobody here that will take the time to listen to me, and really listen.
I mean, I have Anna and Heather who actually listen when I have something to say.
I need someone who is willing to listen to me. I am always the listener and I think it's about time to change the pace.

I need intellect and peace and assurance in my life.
But, where do I find that?

theraintumbled @ 2006-07-22T17:49:00

2006-07-23T00:47:49Z

I know you didn't mean it.

Remember more then you'd like to forget.

theraintumbled @ 2006-07-18T12:03:00

2006-07-18T19:03:55Z

I am auditioning for American Idol on August 8th.

I have absolutely no idea what song to sing.

Help?

Thanks.

theraintumbled @ 2006-07-06T01:34:00

2006-07-06T08:39:17Z

So its been over a month since I have been on here.
Well, updated on here rather.

Life is good.
Friends are good.
Love is non existant, but I bet it would be good.
Finding my retainers after 2 weeks of not having them is good.
Having a new job is good.
Meeting new people is good.
Hanging out with old people is very good.
Going to Warped Tour tomorrow with All Access Passes, will be very fucking good.
Singing is good.
Fiji water is good.
Getting plastered and throwing up is not good.
Not drinking for a long time is good.
My new car, hair, peircing and clothes are good.

What is good for all of you?
How is summer going?
So far, mine is great.

Honestly.

2006-06-04T23:47:14Z

Livejournal makes me feel really depressed.

I don't know what it is, but I always feel down when I read people's entries and whatnot.

Oh well.

I graduate on Friday.
Finally.
I am pretty happy about it.
Congradulations to those who are also graduating with me.
:)
We are done.

theraintumbled @ 2006-05-24T23:00:00

2006-05-25T06:01:57Z

Why can't people fall in love like the old days.
I wish it were that easy.
I wish people were more real then they come off to be.
Shitty, I think.

Prom is Saturday.
It's going to be so fun.
I am stoked.

Holla.

theraintumbled @ 2006-05-15T00:05:00

2006-05-15T07:05:47Z

haha.
So.
Who all gets drunk and smokes pot these days?

haha because it seems like everyone does.

theraintumbled @ 2006-05-07T23:02:00

2006-05-08T06:02:34Z

I want a boyfriend who will scratch my hand softly while I go to sleep.

That's all.

theraintumbled @ 2006-05-04T13:58:00

2006-05-04T21:03:07Z

Little Shop of Horrors
Showing at Granite Hills Little Theater.
Plays May 12, 13, 19, 20, 25, and 26th.
At 7:30 pm everynight.
Tickets are $10 without an ASB card, and $8 with one.
Come see it.
I am the lead girl, Audrey, and Linden Melvin is Seymour.

It's my last high school show ever guys.
You have to come see it.
It's going to be pretty good I think.
:)

theraintumbled @ 2006-04-23T18:05:00

2006-04-24T01:05:59Z

And I just got a new MySpace.
Feel lucky if I add you back.
Seriously.

www.myspace.com/fuckyodrama.

hahahah

2006-04-22T22:42:40Z

I totally just deleted my MySpace.

Wow.
It felt shitty and good at the same time.

Dannng.
I can't believe it.

oh well.

theraintumbled @ 2006-04-21T14:32:00

2006-04-21T21:32:48Z

I feel like my life is molding.
I feel like I am becomming the person I need to be.

Maybe I am just retarded though.
Who knows.

Ew

2006-04-16T17:01:26Z

School tomorrow.

Who wants to ditch with me???

hahahahahah

It's Spring time, for Hitler!

2006-04-07T23:57:01Z

Consists of bad decisions, rehearsals, and driving.

Oh, and these.

How is everyone's break going?
Reallly well I am hoping.
Holla.

Um

2006-03-27T04:45:48Z

Screw you.

theraintumbled @ 2006-03-20T18:58:00

2006-03-21T02:59:09Z

Um.
Suppp ya'll?

theraintumbled @ 2006-03-12T17:37:00

2006-03-13T01:37:42Z

So this weekend was pretty sick.

But the rain, seriously.
Screw it.

I want summer right now.

theraintumbled @ 2006-03-08T21:03:00

2006-03-09T05:09:54Z

Life is strange.
People come and go.
The good ones tend to last longer.
And then eventually, they are gone too.

Seriously.
I have done so much thinking about life and love, and really,
it's so overwhelming.

There are so many beautiful things in this world.
And I want to experience them.
More than anything.

Just thought I would share.

theraintumbled @ 2006-03-03T18:33:00

2006-03-04T02:34:32Z

Man.

How is everyone?
I never talk to anyone anymore.